Thursday, April 16, 2009

New Habit??

Tomorrow will be my very last paper!!!! And I have no mood to study still... So I made a cup of milk... For fun... Just realized that I did not touch the milk powder for very long after I have my spirulina oatmeal, nescafe and cadbury hot chocolate.... I was not a "milk" person... I do not like to drink milk since young... I did not remember how young when I actually stop drinking milk and started to drink milo instead. Sometimes I really feel kinda scared when I see advertisements of milk powder talking about osteoporosis for women... Though I know it's late to start at my age... But at least trying makes me feel better... Will try to keep with one cup of milk everyday... I will try.. =) I used to vomit when I drink milk... I wonder why... Haha...

Monday, April 13, 2009

Relax... Lazy... Whatever...

I have finally passed up my final draft last Friday... Phew... Finally~~~ At least I can put it at the back of my mind for awhile... At least for another week before I need to start preparing my Viva slides and mock viva with my beloved supervisor.. =)
Feel like I have lots to update... But dunno where to start....
Last week... I was busy doing corrections for my final drafts.... One or two nights without sleep at all, then all the printings which waste stack of paper and don't know how much ink... Haih~~~ But one thing that kept me excited was the condo stay for the final year gang on Thursday night. I was supposed to submit my final draft latest by Friday 4.00p.m. So I mati-mati want to rush and finish my thesis and pass up on Thursday before going for the condo stay but my supervisor was too busy and the whole process sort of tergendala until Thursday morning. So I went late that day to Penang. Once I reached, we started preparing for our dinner. We had spaghetti, salad, mushroom soup and fruit punch! It was really fun preparing the food together and arguing how the food should be cooked. Haha... And not to mention how noob J.Ling was... Haha.... Oppsss..... We thought we will need supper but the food was more than sufficient and everyone was so full before we finished all the food. After dinner, we started playing Taboo.. One of my favorite games... It was really funny because sometimes we describe things in a weird way, and the weirdest thing is got people guess it correctly... Then we played pictionary where everyone played. Again, it is a game to test our creativity.... =) FYI, my team won for both games!!!!! Yea...
At first we said we should not play mahjong for this condo stay because it involves less people. But somehow the temptation was too great, we just started our mahjong session and another group played cards. I did not sleep the night before, so I fell asleep while waiting for the rest to start mafia.. So I was the second one to sleep while the rest were still playing mahjong. The next morning I had to go back campus earlier to settle my thesis. After I submitted the thesis, I just played games and watched movies for the rest of the day until they came back from Penang and I went ping pong with Simon before going to church for Good Friday service. They showed a documentary and I was aslept almost 70% throughtout the show. Sorry~~~
We had practice for Sunday Service on Saturday afternoon. It was fun... It was supposed to be the "last gig" for us the final year gang, like Yan Wai told me earlier. Too bad he didn't join us because he was not feeling well. I really had fun during the practice....
Sunday was Easter... I was part of the worship team then I was also the interpreter for the speaker that day. I guess I have really not been using my Mandarin much that I just cannot think of some Chinese terms on the spot. All that came into my mind was another English term. -_-||| But thank God for it was better than the last time. At least I feel it was... Haha....
Today... I was in library for half day... Slept for one hour in the library... Hehe... as usual... Nothing much and I came back earlier.... No mood to study... Was playing game the whole night... Haih~~~ Is this what final year student do?? Feel kinda guilty actually because my roommate was studying... even though I think she is studying SAMBIL watching movie... So I think I should study a little before sleeping to make myself feel better.. *peace* =P

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Farewell... Thanks!!!

I think I do owe a proper farewell speech... Forgive me that I was blank and tired during the farewell, so my sharing was kinda... confusing and unorganized... =) So, here I post what I really wanted to say...
CF has been a place that allowed me to discover more about myself, helped me grow and learned new things. Like I said, before I came to campus I was backslided for years. But a conference I attended before I came to campus lighted up my heart to go church and CF again. I was excited and looking forward for Uni life because of that.... I believe it was God in working too. I was kinda lost during the first two weeks because I was not paying attention during orientation when they said where to wait to go church. I have no one to ask. One of the seniors in CF, who is also my sister's friend, said he will call me and bring me to church and CF did not call me. (FYI, it was Felix.. Haha) But I met someone who brought me to church. Thank God!
A lot of seniors has brought great impact to me. When I just came, I felt inferior all the time because there are a lot of things that I do not know although I have accepted Christ for years. But they always encouraged me to do things that I thought they are beyond my ability. Of course, in the process I may fall but the experiences made me grow... I am thankful for those seniors and I missed them so much... Hopefully you all will miss me too someday.... Haha...
Serving in CF is blessing to me. I once came across one article which briefly said that everyone is called to serve. You might not know which ministery you belong to, but that should not be a reason for you not to serve. We will know what God has planned for us as we continue serving Him. I find this very true because I once wanted so badly to be worship leader... Haha.. When I was younger la.... Youth time. But I came here and sometimes I thought I am not suitable to be one. So I tried something else - Children ministery in church. I fit in quite well, maybe because I am one of them also?? haha... I did not just give uo worship leading though. The process has taught me to open up for other possilbilities and also helped me to be a better worship leader as well. I just hope that the generations to come will challenge themselves to do more for God. Don't think that you cannot because some of us have been through that stage too and we have experienced what our Great God can do.
So much more to say... Haha... I am really encouraged to see so many juniors stood up and started to serve in CF. You guys have really touched my heart a lot. And I believe that you guys will surely do better than we did. I am going to miss you all a lot. Thanks for taking me as your friend and bullying me like a friend instead of a senior. Keep up your good works and SHINE for Him in this campus!
You guys that are same batch or graduating tgt with me.... I love you guys... Working together with you guys, growing together with you guys, discussing about ABDC's headspin, passing video clips and movies and series around, going makan beramai-ramai, buat bising, making fun of eac other... All those time were fun.... I will never forget all the crazy things we have done together, all the ups and downs we have been through... Just hope that we will keep in touch after graduation and hope that we will be friends for life.... Like the song said " a lifetime's not too long to live as friends... " I am really going to miss you guys very much... Yea.. we still have one "Greatest Hits" to do... Let's rock it!!! Haha~~~~ Hope you guys will continue to keep the faith you have shown in CF for these four years. Thanks for all the memories we had together....
I really wanted to say more... Cuz no time limit here.... No one is going to laugh even if I cry... But I need to do lab tmr... hahaha.... That's why I said I still can't really feel the farewell when my brain is stuck with FYP... But Thanks for the farewell... I like the souvenir a lot.. and I know it is not Rm2.50. I told Simon not to be sad... Haha....
Though we are parted... but someday we will all meet again... in the Promised Land..... =)
Love you all~~~