First Working Day of the Year 2010! Another small step towards my resolution of the year~

I did well today.... Proud of myself, and I am sure He does too.... I was supposed to rest earlier today but my dearest bro-in-Christ suddenly sent me a text to ask us to tune to red fm because he dedicated a song to us. Though I do not have radio, but we're in a canggih era now that I can still tune in to red fm using internet. Oh man, he's on the line! Haha... OK, no one actually dedicated songs to me like that... And "bro, as much as we saw you through, you guys see me through as well. It's truly God's blessing that we have each other as bro and sis who cheer each other on. I know that our God has been there with us... And He is still with us... Surrender those feelings that you do not like to Him, and you'll be surprised with what He can do..."

My MUST ACHIEVE New Year Resolution for this year!!!

I have a long list of resolutions for this year. But one thing that is very very important for me is to let go. Letting go is never easy, I guess. At least for me, it is... I have a stubborn heart. People who knows me well enough will know. If you don't think so, maybe you do not know me good enough... Haha... Let go and let God is what I want to do starting from right now... Maybe no one will understand. But HE does... HE will see me through and HE will grant me sufficient strength and grace that will make sure I end each day with a thankful and grateful heart. Because of HIM, I know I can look at myself as a new person because HE has forgiven the mistakes I have done. HE made me look at the guilt that I tried to hide in the deepest corner of my heart and HE let me know that HE will take it away so that I can start anew. This hole in my heart, there's no one else but only HIM alone can fill... I am waiting patiently for this day that the wound is finally be completely healed... I trust this day will come soon...

Today is the first Sunday service of the year. I enjoyed every song sang during the Praise & Worship session. God always speaks in HIS very special way. He always sends comfort in the way I am least expected and I am thankful. I will walk tall each day because I know for sure my God is by my side....

"Thank you, my Abba Father..."